I’m an asshole. I don’t mean to be sometimes, but I say things that maybe I don’t mean, EXACTLY, the way they sound. Making boys cry is a hobby of mine, not an intentional hobby of course but a hobby. Really hateful things I remember saying:
(Remember she didn’t MEAN this the way its going to sound. Circumstantial.)
- “I can’t even stand to look at you anymore.”
- “ I really just wasn’t sure I wanted to date you, but I am now.”
- “ Believe me, I'm not dating you for you're looks.”
- “I don’t remember.” :) (there’s an elaborate story behind this)
- “I’m sick of your shit.”
- “What? What ARE you doing? Get out of my car. You can walk from here.”
- “You’re an idiot.”
- “I chose to give up the perfect situation and date you.”
- “You’re welcome to find a new girlfriend who can better put up with you shit, if youd like.”
- “Do me a favor: Fuck off and leave me alone. Oh, with love.”
- Boytoy, “Did you learn anything?” Kalon,” Yea, I learned how to hide my shit better.”
- Boytoy,” Do you feel bad? Kalon, “Should I?
- “I’m sorry for the things I said, but they WERE true… Weren’t they?”
- Boytoy, “You don’t even act like you’re sorry.” Me,” Oh, should I cry or something?”
- Boytoy, "I had to talk to her. She talked me out of almost killing myself after you left." Me, "Damn. You almost did us both a favor."
Did we mention a Kalon is sometimes a handful? She’s honest. There wont be a shitty thing a boytoy doesn’t do that she wont tell him about at SOME point. Might not be immediately because she’s trying to forget it and give him the benefit of the doubt, but later something will piss her off. She’ll tell you about it.
Let’s get something straight before all my readers start thinking I’m some big bitch that eats boytoys. I usually don’t act like this unless I have a reason. I'm pretty patient, and I put myself through a lot of shit sometimes to make a bond. Granted not every boytoy has been about flowering some I dated in spite of a retired BT. Hey, we’ve all done it. But there are many circumstances I've been put through. So I make sure my boytoys dont get away with shit.
Boytoys begin to think they can fuck around on you or flirt with danger. A-Kalon's got two options A Risk and A Safety.
